Friday, June 13, 2008

2 AM

So, it's 2 AM, and I'm having some pretty good contractions. Yeah for my uterus! ...but it's the middle of the night, so I can't get out and go for a walk to see if they'll get stronger or last or whatever. I'm tired, but I'm ansy...and I'm afraid if I go back to bed, they'll just fade off again, and I really want them to stay. The end of a women's pregnancy is kind of sadistic when one finds themselves looking forward to having feelings of pain...any sort of pain (of the right kind) leading towards the end of the tunnel, as it were. Could it be tonight? At this point I don't have an answer...and I can't take a walk (and DDR would wake up Aloria), so I guess my only option is pacing the house in the dark (not much house to pace...so I'll end up circling our area rug) or going back to bed. Lunges anyone? Perhaps that will work :-) ...but that requires energy, and sleep is sounding better and better, especially if I do have a days work ahead of me. Time will tell.

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